I have on toe/knee socks today.

you will never guess what movie my mom got for us today.
okay maybe possibly.

The Ugly Truth 8'D
i love this movie~! it's so funny, it's raunchy, it's lewd, it's just plain wrong, but ffffffffffffffffff i looooove iiiiiit~!

plus, Gerard Butler is totally sexy, so that makes it all okay and Katherine Heigl, ooooooh i love her~

i need to go draw my new what if child now tee hee.

also, on the subject of the Ugly Truth

MONKEY HUMPING.

that is all <3

no, indeed i don't. i'm only going for Aryhul ;3; cause i miss her.
and of course Nate owes me an uninterrupted piggy back ride.
and my shoulders are feeling a little tense too....oh fine, i'm going, i'm going.

i watched that video i linked you all to in my last post, several times actually.
and i cried like a bitch :T and then i started thinking. you all know that's dangerous of me.





DAMN IT. Shannon really knows how to crush a person's soul ;3; for my birthday last year, she got a blank card and wrote her feelings in it for me ;3; i-it was almost a gift by itself, i loved it so much. _{why do i write these journals at 1 a.m.?}
but...just re-watching that video made me remember/think more on how important friends are.
all you guys i talk to a lot on here (hey, my watchers too) i love you all.
hey, irl guys too. i love you all so much more than you will ever know.
you guys do something wrong/i don't agree with, i will be here to help. we'll poke fun about it after a while, but i'm always here for whatever kind of support you guys need. C: trust me, i've been through just about everything minus break ups. i'm here for you if you need a shoulder to cry on, if you need to vent/rant/yell/ or just hug.
no matter what you guys do, be it incredibly bad, or just...hurtful whatever. i won't say anything, but be here for support. you do wrong, you can count on me not to constantly remind you of it (okay, i'll do that, but only when we can laugh about it), and to help you get through it.
ugh, i've been wanting to say this for a while, but i haven't gotten the chance to cause i can't schedule anything for sure yet :T
still, i love you all, and i'm always here for you for whatever you need

have i ever mentioned this is the best video ever? ;3;
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not that you guys need to know this lol.

i feel i need to write a vent thing in word :T maybe after that i can finally start on a story idea i had...just a one shot...it's basically gonna be a redo of my Final Act piece of shitfic i wrote a looong time ago, at the beginning of my CG phase.
hmmm...i have the feeling a lot of people are gonna kill me based on what it's about...i'll give you the run down anyways.
Lelouch's death approaches (OMG REALLY?!) and Alanza wanted to just stay in the palace all day and not have to witness it. but then she finds a note, in Lelouch's handwriting, and OMG GUESS WHUT it's addressed to her. it's basically him explaining what he really thought about her and everything, she panics, hurries to the parade-thing with the intention of stopping the killing, but of course is too late and is all emo about it. and of course somewhere along the lines she calls him a jerk...maybe more than once.

eh. i feel the angst coming on. i need to stop coming up with ideas like that...
i've got another one that's just pure angst all the way through.
i should probably get ready for bed ha.